She is back

Hi There,

As I said she is back a little bit again with me, but yet I do not know when she is going back as she is not having the intention of being with me rest of her life. She needs to make her family life so good and yet she loves me.

Those days we used to be very closed and very wonderful life. Now she calls me and talk to me but do not want to go out with me, she does not miss feeling me, she does not want to hold me or to kiss me.

This is my life. I think now it has being neutralized and she is trying to fade away from my life with out hurting me.

Anyway she do not know, no matter what I will always feel the loneliness and will not have the idea of getting married.

The reason is, if I am to marry there should be some one who can make me more than I felt with her and I will not have such one as I do not have the idea of looking for one or interacting with anyone on that way and I made a promise to her that she will be my first and only.

So this is the update as at today, even today she called me and asked about some office some and talked about it. The girls that was there to help out us in the office just left the company.

No problem, this is the update I have as at today. Let's see how it works out. Even though she talks with me I know she is not giving me the full as she used to be and she is moving away and I am feeling lonely.


C U again with another story of my love life day.

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