In Love with another guy again - Secret love

Hi Friends, I am back again with a broken heart.

I was ok for few days and i was bale to bear the pain in my heart and just let the time pass by. So now that i can see that see is talking to someone over the phone all the time. So she is in love with someone else. (can not be the husband)

So it hurts again and she doesn't even care about me. I know from me she wanted love when she wanted and when she can get it from someone else, she don'e care about you. (They never have).

Nice lesson in life, but so hard to bear and it is very strong.

I wish that no one will ever needs to go through this in their life. Because trust me it is fucking painful.

Women always get what they was and they don't care from whom they are getting and once they are done using you, they will move to another new product.

I am trying to express at least this to the internet and make my self relief, but it never happens, my pain gets harder and harder each second.

One day there will be cure for love and people will be able to remove love from the heart and world, so that no one will be able to play with another person's feeling, just to get what they want.

Also i hate the people or persons who has defined love as a good thing, No it is bad and very very dangerous. If you are sick you know the cure and what is going to happen, but in love it never gets cure and you don't know when your soul is going to die. Sickness just attack your body but this love sickness attack your soul and kills it.

Let's see what happens in near future, As at now, she is happy with another guy but me crying here from my heart and drinking daily to escape it, but can't bro.

So pay the game as how it should be played (Never love truly, madly and deeply), if not you are gonna lose and get hurt very bad like me.

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