HI All, I am back

So far I was thinking that I couldn't get over this. Now to make my self happy and to fair to to me, I focused my whole time to work and worked very hard.

By now I have a degree and also a car.

So life is moving on fine but when I think about her I still miss her lot but trying to push it down further in my heart and hide it.

It seems love and time is very strange thing where it solves some of your problems. During past days I meditated a lot and tried to calm myself.

Now actually I do not find what she does because i know it will kill me again inside. May be she is close to other guys but sine i do not know it and try to judge, my heart is in a peaceful place.

All I think now is about my life happiness and do not want any other to break it.

For now I am ok. I am not sure that how long that I am going to be in this state but yes I am ok for now and looking for another girl to get married.

Further I notices that she also calls me on and off, but not talking daily as we used to be. It seems if you can let go things in your heart you can be at a peaceful place.

SO fingers crossed and waiting to see where time will takes me next...

I can see lot of viewers are reading this page where i just started to write what i felt and to express my self.

So Shona still in my heart and trying my best to let her go for both of us.

But still get the tiers when i remember how we used to be (Even now..), Our plans / our life. All just seems to be ending.

Everybody make sure that you be very careful before you fall in love when it is really happens you can't let it go and you are lot. All you can do is act like there is nothing but hurts deep in...

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