Hi, guys,
Now i understand, she loves me only when there is no husband or other guy to love. If there are some like that I have being ignored and kicked. To get pass through this, I try to go on trips and try to go out with friends and drink a lot, but all just temporary, but when I am alone, it sucks to see that she do not even notice me or do not want to talk to me like the way she used to.
Anyway I believe she is happy, because she got others to chat with not the same old guy that she used to chat and love lot.
Sad story, but some songs are true, i can't berry it when I am alone, just like now. The pain in my heart is lot but she thinks I am happy and over it, no point of telling her these things, it is just a story from guy to her. So I write, may be I am no longer alive when you read this, but remember love is so dangerous when other partner just want to feel the love when she wants and when she can replace you from another guy.
So true the story of love is not a happy one for me always, ti has being those days but not now, my main weakness is that i can not get over this or cheat anyone, if yes and just wanted sex like most guys, I would have moved out gladly as I have already slept with her many times than i could count. I do not want to be a hero by having sex with another women and keeping her in pain, you know what some women just want that to have sex and they want you to forget about her.
I do not believe that my Shona is not like that, but the way she moves and talk with other guys also, I have a doubt about that. it is strange, after every weekend she is so distant and has not missed me during the weekend like she used to.
So many pain and thought that I want to express but will catch you later my reader.
TC : ) love is only pain nothing else.
Now i understand, she loves me only when there is no husband or other guy to love. If there are some like that I have being ignored and kicked. To get pass through this, I try to go on trips and try to go out with friends and drink a lot, but all just temporary, but when I am alone, it sucks to see that she do not even notice me or do not want to talk to me like the way she used to.
Anyway I believe she is happy, because she got others to chat with not the same old guy that she used to chat and love lot.
Sad story, but some songs are true, i can't berry it when I am alone, just like now. The pain in my heart is lot but she thinks I am happy and over it, no point of telling her these things, it is just a story from guy to her. So I write, may be I am no longer alive when you read this, but remember love is so dangerous when other partner just want to feel the love when she wants and when she can replace you from another guy.
So true the story of love is not a happy one for me always, ti has being those days but not now, my main weakness is that i can not get over this or cheat anyone, if yes and just wanted sex like most guys, I would have moved out gladly as I have already slept with her many times than i could count. I do not want to be a hero by having sex with another women and keeping her in pain, you know what some women just want that to have sex and they want you to forget about her.
I do not believe that my Shona is not like that, but the way she moves and talk with other guys also, I have a doubt about that. it is strange, after every weekend she is so distant and has not missed me during the weekend like she used to.
So many pain and thought that I want to express but will catch you later my reader.
TC : ) love is only pain nothing else.
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