She came into my my office after me and working under a separate department I was having an affair with a girls but not that much serious and I was a very fun guy.
We had the chance of attending to a seminar together and she was in my team and I was you know bit bright during the workshop.
I still remember, during the evening tea break she made tea for me. That was our first interaction. Then I was not in love with her and was just a friend. Then she started calling me during the office and I also used to call her.
Then I started doing a external degree and some of the people joined with me in the office and she was among them.
So after some time we used to skip class and go out. I go with the boys and they go separately Sometimes we go for lunch together and used to sit on the stairs and talk and have fun as a group.
One day we went for a movie "Snakes on the Plane", during the movie she used to hold my hand and I felt love. She was expressing love to me.
Then those days if a missed or get late to call her in the office then she call me and act like she is angry with me for that.
So one day, when I was going home (by bus), she text me and asked what do you feel about me and then she wanted me to tell and I requested for three chances and replied,
Friend - Then she said no
Need - then she said no
Sex - then she said no
then she called me and said that she love me. So at that time I said yes but was not OK When time pass by I got very close to her and ended the relationship that I already had with the other girl. I started loving her truly.
Now I am with her she started and affair with another guy in the office while with me. (remember she was married to another guy at this time)
how i notice was.
- She call me in the morning in the van and call the other guy at the same time (I found the call records)
- call the other guy at night, even in the office they talked lot and she started ignoring me.
- I remember one day, in front of five people they asked from every body, in this world if every body is dead who will you get married in the office. I said her name, but she got the chance she said the other guy's name after comparing me.
- One day I was out of Colombo and way back to office and I asked her to wait till I come but she said that she has to go because her husband needs to watch a match. But one the was we saw she is coming out with bunch of office guys from a theater after a movie in the night. That guy was among them. (The same theater that she hold my hand for the first time)
- She text Him.
- She called my on my birthday to wish in the morning but called him on his birthday at mid night (Saw the call records)
- Also one day she told me that she is going out to bank with that guy to give some money. (But say she is in a thee-wheeler going for lunch and I followed them they went for tow places). You know what I was walking very far to get a spray can to paint her road on the valentine day as a surprise I saw this on Friday and Valentine was on next day. So how did I feel..
- She get lose to him and hate him and again she get close to him. (This happens time to time, i don't know why)
- Also on another spell, we went shopping together and i bought her nice Saree for a wedding of one of our colleague One the wedding she was ok, but when I left I notice that the other guy is falling back to stay and she was also taking to him secretly. As soon as we left she called me and asked where you are and when I said on the way she just kept the phone, (But line was not disconnected I was listening to every thing). Then she went right to him and started taking in a very soft manner and they went out of the function together and came back after a talk. I felt it from the background noise difference but could not hear everything clearly except "This is one of the most wonderful days that I had after a long time"
So I was not drinking or smoking but I started those just to forget these and still I do.
This is my love how it started and how it is killing me inside in each second.
Never fall in love if you can, the only person who has less love will have more power and more peaceful life. I realized the other person not even notice the paint that case the other person. They do what ever please them.
So you are helpless when you are there, just don't go there.
I will be sad sad only. But she is happy with her husband and have new close friends (probably has said that she love him). Will tell more about the other guy that she again hooked up with when she was with me. This guy is time to time and there are some in between.
News flash - I still lover her do not think about anyone else apart her.
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