Hi There,
You know I could not stay in the office yesterday after watching how she acts with the new guy and being angry with me for no reason. So I just came home early and stayed home today also and does not have the courage to go office tomorrow and to watch those things again. Anyway Friday is a holiday and if i stayed tomorrow I will have to go again on next Monday. I pray that God will give me strength to go office again by then.
No I think, it's time to let her go. Every times she went her away with another guy and the same guy again I pulled her back and begged her to stay with me.
I know thin guy just want to sleep with her and may be she also want the same, who knows with the way she acts.
After a relationship almost for 7 years, I will stay low this time and let her go. it's because not that I love her, because she may be have a baby with her husband when I am not with him and also due to the way she is pushing me back and acting withe the new guy, she is happier with him than me. So let her have that and be happy. (even though it kills me)
I am lost and don't know what to do and I can not work and think. Anyway she should be happy and hope this time the new guy will not hurt her. I know she just want to hook and dump as she already have a husband but I may be her wrong choice and I never let her go, but she goes and come back when it is done.
So God even though it is killing me, let her be happy and give all the wealth in this world.
No body will read this but I just write these, in case if you are reading you know if want to love, what kind of hell you are in specially if you truly love a girl like mine.
Think Twice..... Cry boy cry every night until you fall a sleep.
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